I wish I wasn’t pregnant

It’s been 2 months!

You would have been 3 months old tomorrow!

He’s in heaven, they said
Maybe…
But that’s left us in hell
Ever burning hell…

There are no days
There are no nights
It’s only moments of
heartache…

A part of me,
A piece of my heart
Snatched away too soon
With no signs of mercy

I wish I wasn’t pregnant
I wouldn’t have lost you!

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Author: Mother that isn't

Would you call yourself a mother when your only child dies? My son, Ayden, born with a Congenital Heart Disease called TGA, underwent an open heart surgery at 7 days old and passed away when he was almost a month old. This blog is an attempt to document all the major emotional ups & downs of losing your own child. With no intentions to be rude, I genuinely wish people understood the emotions a little better! https://motherthatisnt.wordpress.com/

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